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I am high on Kung Fu Panda.
Its amazing,that the makers of KF Panda,even thot of getting Kung Fu & Panda to come together.Beats me..But the movie simply blows u away.

Unrelated.Totally Unrelated.

As on today,there's nothing that I am complaining about.Works good.All well.It aint newer close,to where in I wake up in the morning,and simply whine abt not wanting to go Nopes.Thankfully that I aint d case.All is well.I may not be doing well,but heck,its sumthin dat I wanted to do,and doing it.
Things other than work?? Well..Loving my weekends.Rest.Movies.TV.Books.Magazines.Dinner.Drinks.Sleep...So again,on that front,me aint missing much either.
So,I am playing pretty decently on the 2 things over which evryone's life revolves around.. Weekdays and Weekends.
Our life is made up these two components.
They come,We face them.They go.We leave them.
So that makes it sounds so damn easy.Piece of cake, actually.
Hmm.. So..wot am i cumin at?.its simply dat ders nuthin dat Im looking forward to.
That's a loss of life !!! :) :)

Sumthing during the weekdays: OUT Of QUESTION.
Anythin during the weekends : Aheem..well,i wud rest,or probb, sleep,or guess, watch tv,or catch a movie..Now dats sum thing I do,bcs,ders nuthin else to..It aint one of those activities,wer i set off wit a smile on mah face,and get to it..NO...dat def aint how it is..When sum1 calls,fr a movie,i wud be like,ok,lets go..Dinner,ok,lets go..No enthu,no nothing.
What should I be doin??: I really dnt hv a Fcking Idea ,as to wot is it dat I shud be doin...

That actualy sounded like a Rotlu,complaining.No sir,dis aint a complain.I got no complains.Just that I lack sumthing to Look Forward to :) :)
Is there a difference between the two?? : well... There could be,but not dat i kno of :) :).

"I feel all Kung Fuey today.Need some action.I wana kick some ass and bring in some Justice." ... Rite,Panda,U ARE looking forward to something.

Related.!!..

Wot Next??

So bloody relieved.So damn Happy.
3 years of sumthn has cum to an end.I wudn't say hard work,but ya its been a bit stressful nevertheless.
I wudnt say,dat mah evenin's wud be free,it was more often free dan bein busy.I duno,though it wasnt very taxing,but the fact dat d course was on for d last 3 years does make it sound dat it was indeed an accompolishment.And yes,it is an accompolishment.Things went well,without any incidents.The exam days were no doubt stressful.Not that I had a goal,mission etc,it was just another exam which u wud wana get over with!!!.
And now,no sooner that sumthn gets dun,d ever concerning question: "wot next??" Hello?? Wtf!! Y a next??ya,der mite be a lotta things dat one can do,but aint it incorrect to shoot dat one,like immediately after few hours!!..I dont have to do anythin to get goin with.It's not a bloody SSC exam,where i need to decide on mah career.Or for that matter a HSC or grad.I mean,Me aint even a full timer..But the funny part is,all of us equals,do ask this to each other.."Ab MBA ke baad kya??" yaar,ek naukri jo hai wo hai,ab line badlu,field badlu nd take another set of stress??.Ok.u mite wana do dat,wen u feel beaten already.And ofcourse,there was a gud no. Of unsatisfied employees who simply put up wit d jobs,jst so dat d Part time session gets done with.!!
Ya,so certain sudden shifts in job has got me a li'l bit of a bad name.A leave gets me questions like 'U lookin fr a job again?' and now after gettin done with d mba,gets me dose qustns again!!..
I think I wud,not immediately though.There's a concern,if not now,den will it hold any value??.Well,guess,Id gamble with it.Not bcs my last set of decisions,dint work for me,guess,its bcs,im a li'l apprehensive of being known as a jumper.Probb,line change karega ya tho khudka kuch karega...Easier typed,thot dan dun!!Lekin hell,it's der in d mind :D :D :D
So wot next??I realy dont kno.Will try to keep sockets nd drums open,if sumthin comes by,y not?? :) :)

It aint d same

There usd to be a thrill attached.
There used to be a certain amount of enthu,hope fr fun,challenges,encountering problems and tacling dem.Quick thinking,smart moves,anything and everything dat cud make it memorable.
Thots of hypothetical situations,opinions on how to go abt dem,creatin d situations for others and then thinkin and rethinkin wot can make one go thru it.Askkin ppl,seeking their plan of action.
There used to be d time.When this was so very askd for,called for,prayin dem to come by.
And now is the time,where all I want is smooth passing.A less stress scenario.Where everythin simply needs to be in place.
Now is the time,so bloody different from wot it used to be.
Realisation strikes when either u r happy or irritated.And as its been d case,der r more occassions wherein u r irritated than joyous.Nothing or no1 to blame.Thats how one(Me) has chosen to,i believe.Bcs,else,happinness aint sumthin thats hard to ask for.
My recent work related travels just got me to think of it.Packing up and going sumwer aint of d many things dat i luk forward to.But strangely,once I am der,things are bak to normal.Duno wots d deal,I,kinda,dnt like it mch until my travel arrangements arent very solid and in place.
The sudden plans,d quick trips,once usd to b a fun mode for me.But not anymore.There's neva been a travel,wich has begun wit a 'shit' nd a bit of 'boss-abusing'.I kno its totally uncalled for,but still.
No idea,as to wot changed,and y it changed.But I kno,its there.I dont want to mah attitude towards and make it luk or sound different either.Will keep it jst d way it is.As I sed,no work,no effort.As smooth as it gets.